What happened to my willpower? I was looking for it yesterday and couldn't find it anywhere! I looked under the scale that keeps ticking upwards. I looked in my holiday-meal-splurge-stuffed refrigerator. I looked in all of the candy-filled stockings. I looked in the closet, between my masses of clothes that barely fit (or don't fit at all.) I looked at work, behind all of the fattening, sugar-filled, caloric suicide food people bring and put in the lunchroom (no doubt because they actually managed to find their willpower, and it commanded them to get that crap out of their houses.)
Hell. I even looked at the Chinese restaurant down the street. After they welcomed me by name and asked if I'd have my usual, I just walked away- my willpower was definitely NOT there.
I've always been able to jump back on the diet wagon. But the wagon must have gotten souped up, cause it's leaving my fat ass in the dust.
I need inspiration. I need motivation. I need someone to babysit me and cart me to the gym no matter how much I kick and scream.
I need to find my willpower.
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